... the evil eye....

Being someone whose entire personality encompasses around over expressing I have always been surrounded by comments like "don't over share" . In this due course I started believing that evil eye or what we are used to calling 'nazar' in my  native language is pretty real. I have believed for few months now that all that happened with me which is not so positive is because I have vouchsafed envious people my secrets. I have always been very vocal about my feelings and private concerns which brought to me very disturbing comments which have always dictated me what to post and what not to post socially.. being the younger one I was compelled by my etiquettes growing up to follow what I was said. So this time when I was happy due to certain private concerns I ceased from posting socially. Since my belief was widely affected I didn't have to fight a lot to not share every single detail I felt. I was happy. Everything started falling in place. Probably the evil eye stopped glancing at me for real. Things started feeling surreal and canny. But hell yes.... It's happening for real. But then again that evil power glanced at my gaiety. Suddenly the brimming happiness started falling off. It didn't take many days for my gaiety to turn into utter tide of shock.
Well as someone forbade me I cannot officially declare what I am up to and stuff but  again my heart won't stop trying to blabber out its concerns . It's not that I don't want to be a private person but ughhh ... let's not blabber further with this ...All I wanna say is ...nazar might be real , might not be real I don't want to get into the argument but for me what's about to happen can't be stopped by that evil eye that's what I can conclude from all that happened with me till date.  It's not the evil eye that glanced at my happiness but it was me who tried to intervene into god's plans.well...let's accept science to a certain extent and stop believing in negative superstitions...What's destined shall happen... what's not shall not...