you and not your

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To whomsoever it may concern
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I wish to fall in love with your thoughts and not your hair
I admire your words not your face
I am enticed by your vision and not your eyes
I want your generous and kind heart to resume long
I am fond of your conduct and not the width of your chest
The path your legs take fascinate me and not your well shaped thighs
I love you and not your body
And what about u?

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