Maybe?

With every moving second I learn to choose myself a little more. In the end no matter how much efforts you give in people stay only if they wish to. Their presence is more transient than the water of the sea touching your feet in the shore. You don't know when they leave, when Promises start crumbling. You don't know, honey.

I know life is not a bed of roses 🌹 but you know it also is, Because roses are pretty but have spikes, sharp ones. Life knows how to get a little more difficult every frigging day and i am learning how to not fall apart." I am anxious and have bees and knots in my stomach. I can't any more" 

But I'll have to . I know right? I won't ever be spared.. 

Love knows how to shrink. I am learning how to flourish with the same 

I love me or ....maybe??