First year na milegi dobara

 First year ended. Umm, well in quite a happy tone because let's just not get into some shit right now. Let's just state what made me so different from the time I started off my College life. Well...sooooo much changed. I learnt so much. Got hurt so much. Gained so much . Made so many friends. A vigorous roller coaster ride ,no cap. To put it down in a nutshell,life just went from heaven to hell and back to heaven in an educational year of mine . Well ,heaven and hell aren't the proper adjectives tbh. I believe all that happened weren't just good/bad,i mean they can't be described that way. College life taught me not to trust people. Yes!true enough.It taught me people can be fake as hell. Okie ...the good things are there....sad things occur to me first... let's just get done with that. I learnt no matter how much you care about people as an oversensitive overthinker  having a terribly soft ❤️ heart and no matter how much of a  people pleaser you are ...no matter how much you stand by your people when they need you,you gonna be alone in your times of distress. So what I learnt is don't stop caring about people because unlike what others do ,caring for them is my strongest point. That's my love language, that's how I define friendship.Just like they didn't turn to a soft hearted person , I need not change too...just stop showing that you care. Stop being the first one to text always. "Why do I text first?" is ego. "Why should I always text first?" is not ego my dear,self respect.Coming to the good parts. I enjoyed a lottt. Lot more than I thought i would. To all those who said that college life is not worth it. Yes..it's tough, but it's definitely worth it. I got to enjoy a lot. Conversations got so different around ,for the better. I have definitely enjoyed my first year to the fullest talking about events in college and other things. That's all . I wish to end here. Will come back soon .